J: i can see you love him more then he does. its good for him, cos at least he had one person who loved him this much. i can be honest with you, he wont appreciate what you are doing for him right now, but maybe if he ever looks back, he will appreciate you. for now, you just have to move on.
C: you make it sound so easy.
J: its not, it takes time.
C: you once told me all guys are bastards, is it true?
J: yes, all men are. once he has no more love for you, anything you do wouldnt mean a thing.
C: maybe i am just meant to be alone.
J: you just havent found the right guy yet, if you dont find him, he will find you.
i honestly dunnoe what to feel. whether im sad, or feeling lost. it is true that time will at least make me move on. even though this is a new house for me, and there are no memories here, i cant help but feel there could have been. cos the things i have are still the same things, and the way i feel is still the same way. nothing i do matters, cos everything i do is pointless. i just thought that the things i did mattered, but now i realize it wasnt what i did or didnt do. cos if someone really wants to make it work with me, he would. i just wish i realized that sooner.
2 comments:
Sometimes in life there's more than just the idea of finding the perfect person. You might not always be treading a perfect and well balanced path but you should know that whenever an obstacle comes, you are given all that in your power to step over it. There are two types of people in this world, those that think and those that don't. People who dont care fall under the latter.
Sometimes its always best to close your eyes and appreciate the people that have come your way, stayed, and created an everlasting impression. Your family, your close friends, God (i should make that a number 1).
These are the real ones. Think of those that are still there for you.
Pull yourself together because you are in control of yourself. It is definitely not easy, i'll admit, but sometimes you should always take a chance and see yourself in a positive light; ie.. those that are still here for you. You are still lucky. I still applaud the fact that you can smile even when you're going through all this..
Remember, its not about finishing the race first or last...it's about finishing strong. In as much as you're going through, God will take things away just to give you something better...
I hope i haven't made myself sound extremely cheesy... I wish you the best...take care and see ya around at work! =)
hey thanks so much vincent (: ur an awesome fren, hope to see u more ard work too..
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