Wonderwall - Oasis

it was nice doing that once again after so long. i too felt like its been a while, a long while in fact, so long that i thought our bad patch wasnt going to be resolved, and tot the towel was ready to be thrown in, i was so convinced that we wouldnt work things out that i wrote two long letters to myself pretending to myself that i could do it, i could figure things out on my own and continue to survive without getting any more damaged. the past few weeks were i think the toughest we had to go thru, cos of police training, my five-paper exams, we both just had too much going on and I felt like it was a long long time since i had something simple, something that defined us, but then our weekend happened.

It was nice, once again, having decent conversations about just simple things, just talking, its been a while since i used my entire calling card in just one day... my $10 card for 2000 mins, haha, i finished it in that day we agreed to have a date. he still asks me on dates, and it was the longest date that started from 830am in the morning to 11pm at nite. we caught a movie together, he accompanied me while i packed out my entire room, telling me what clothes to keep and what to throw, had lunch and dinner together, had our share of laughter and innocent arguments about what to watch, than we just watched online tv together, the whole time I had one ear piece plugged into my ear and the phone on my other ear... but what made it so special, was that i wanted to keep to our date, and thats why even when i was asked out, i declined, cos like i told him, a date's a date. (:

i love all the simple stuff i get to do with him, the staying home on weekends, catching a movie together, telling each other stories and jokes, ppl think its crazy to talk that long on the phone, and almost everyday for that matter, but i just think thats our essence. we dont do things what normal ppl will do, we're unique in our ways, and thats one of the very special things abt us. we do things cos we love each other, and we dont care two hoots how other ppl do it. i love our love, cos its simple yet real.

i love this feeling, i trust it and i believe it, love is about trust, believe and faith, becos its what defines ur feelings. feelings that are real and substantial must have all the trust and belief only then anything that is really real can suffice. and i love how everything seems so in place now. with my exams nicely thrown back, his training nicely thrown in, we both can take a breather and appreciate our simplicity and take the time to recall our humble beginnings, and do what we always do. have fun.

and i just cant wait to be home, cos he's bringing me on a real date now, to a play. our first play together. (: and cant wait for our little weekend escapade. everything is so surreal right now, and how much, how so very much i wish this feeling will never go away. i cant say how happy i am, but as long as he knows and i know, im good.

falling in love with him is the best thing that ever happened to me. (: