LFO- Life is good

finally. my silver lining behind my cloud is starting to appear. just when i thought all was gone, just when i was ready to throw in the towel, just when my darkness started to sink in, it appears. that glimmer of hope. that flick of trust.

she's done it again for me. my mother. the single most incredible mother which i have so much respect for. all she ever wants as a mother is to provide for her kids regardless of who is smarter, regardless of who is nicer, regardless of who has more potential. all she does as a mother is what mothers only can do. that sacrificing, loving so purely, loving so incredulously, like as if there'll never be a tomorrow.

i am finally tasting it. finally seeing it. finally knowing that its just one sneeze away. one blink away. and i cant wait, i am so excited, i know that once i'm there, it'll be a dream come true. and i'll be closer and closer to achieving my dreams. what more can i ask for.

Thank u mum. for everything u've done. and thank u God for what u've given me.

Now its just the waiting, the waiting while knowing. this 6 months should be the longest time i'll ever have to wait..