Life turns around when u least expect it

i have to write this down if not i wont be able to sleep.

so i have found out what he has been doing behind my back all this while. he can be like any bastard. the worst by far. i was so pissed mad that my hands were shivering from the anger and it turned stone cold. i couldnt bash my comp up. or do what i would normally do. cos its just not worth my time. and effort. he has proven to me in more then one way what he is truly capable of. and well, life is just great. dun ever say u hate something so much, cos u always end up with it. and when ur gut instincts tell u something is up, trust it. and its funny how what u least expect always comes true. fuck this world. and fuck this shit hole. i feel like the worst fucking fool on earth. why the fuck did i bother so much. it was a wasted effort.

but now that i know what a fucker he is. it really makes me feel 100X better. cos i know i did not waste my time forgetting abt him and moving on in my life. yes the thing i dreaded most has happened. but whats done is done. no use dwelling on it. i can always move forward like how i have been this couple of weeks. and i have grown stronger. i have managed my anger better then i ever did. i dun give a shit anymore. i have managed to come out a stronger better person from all this shit that has been piling on top of me. yes i cant stand the fact that he did what he did. but i am OVER HIM. i may not be 100% emotionally over. but i know i still got me. i gotta think positive stay strong. and what comes ard always comes back ard. so that bitch can do what she did, but one day both of them will have it back at them. and i wont be there for revenge. cos revenge is nothing. i gotta have peace at heart and find my true happiness. cos thats what i'm all about. i dun give a shit abt those asses. cos i've got great great frens who rushed down to see me when i told them how pissed i was. and they made me laugh. had a nice chilling session with them, and had a nice movie watching pirates with farhan willie daphne and christine. Lord couldnt have provided me with better ppl.

and for all those out there who uses two-face tactics to get what u want, or use up ppl's feelings like dirt. u'll get it back at u. every dog has his day. for me, australia is coming closer and closer. and i know my dreams are all where i belong. so fuck tis world of liars, hypocrites, revenge-seekers, attention-seekers and obnoxious little bitches. my world is where i'm happy. and u bastards can stay here and rot. i know i've got a life, and i am gonna live it my way. at the end of the day, i know i won. and i kow i get stronger each passing day. i am proud of myself. will always be. and noone can take that away from me.