Today

Everyday brings a new day. whether it becomes a good day or a bad day depends on you. u may have everything else against you, but u still got the little bit of truth left to make your day a great day. everything happens for a reason, and my present is what makes it special, cos the present is a gift. the past is where it belongs to, the past. and i am not gonna let my past affect me again. life brings rewards in many different ways. and by looking at life with a great attitude, even the most emotional bearing and most tough journey will seem easy. cos if u survived it once, u only get closer to reaching the end of the final destination.

i am what i am, and i love myself no matter what everyone thinks about me. to me, they are just jealous, of what i have. thats why ppl spread rumours abt me, and make me look like the worst bitch on earth. but my conscious is clear. so whoever wants to bring me down, sorry but try harder. i'm not what most ppl think i am. and its ur choice to wan to get to know me, if not just buzz off. i couldnt less be bothered.

as for him, it only goes to show how desperate he is to fill up that big missing void in his heart. he is so insecure that he needs to depend on external factors to feel gd abt himself. to feed his ego. he doesnt even have anything true and pure in him. and one day when he turns ard, noone is gonna be there for him. when reality checks in, lets see who gets the last laugh.

as for my frens, love to me comes in many forms, not just the physical love u get out of a relationship or that lovey-dovey high on cloud no. 9 feeling. love to me is deeper then that. it runs in ur heart and soul. and to me love can only be explained in one word. sincerity. its always the case, when someone is truly sincere in their actions, and not their words, u know when a person does things for you from their heart. and i am glad to say i have a handful of such ppl, including my family. i have them to catch me when i fall. listen to me scream at them when i'm pissed, and them to confiscate my cigs and force me to quit. i love my frens. cos they are the most sincere ppl i ever met.

i'm gonna have a good fantastic day today. whether u like it or not.