Its the weekend

Its my first weekend without him.
every weekend is spent with him, in one way or another. we either meet for a movie, for dinner or for our usual stay-over and sleep in days.

its my weekend, and i got two choices. to go out and enjoy myself b/c i work mon to fri, 830am to 6pm, and my time to enjoy is during the weekend, or stay home and think of the 'what ifs' or 'i could be doing this now'.

i've got me, and i got myself to depend on for my own happiness. so let my choice be a wise one. b/c someone has asked me out, although i can say no. maybe i need to spend time outside to feel good about myself. so yup, count me in.