Mar 27, 2008

Faith Pays Off

FAITH:

When most people turn on their computer, they don't exactly know how it really works.

All they know is that if they turn the computer on and wait for a couple
minutes, they can surf the Internet, listen to music, watch movies, etc.

It's cause and effect.

Turn the computer on and you'll be able to do a lot of things with it.

It's the same thing with regard to having faith, you can achieve your goals.

You don't have to know exactly how it's going to work out at first.

You just have to have faith that it will.

Faith is the cause.

The realization of your goals will be the effect.


The how will reveal itself in due time when you least expect.


i think this metaphor of explaining faith is awesome. this is what exactly happened to me. the 'HOW' will reveal itself in due time when you least expect it. i mean how cool is that? its like a revelation, a premonition, an epiphany, whatever you wanna call it. but it happened to me when i was about to wake up this morning.

my great ideas and great plans always come when i am awake about to fall asleep or when i am asleep about to wake up. it just hits me in the head and i always cant get back to sleep. I will need to get up and tell it to someone or i have to get up and write it down immediately. its like my subconscious decides to act up at exactly before i become less conscious. if that makes any sense. but i have found it totally. it was hanging there all along, i just needed to piece them together, but as soon as i did, everything just fell into place neatly! i'm glad everything is finally working out. school is fantastic and i intend to restart my stem cell project, thanks to the med guy kelvin for igniting tat spirit. i thought of doing up my proposal again and this time send it to this professor who's doing stem cell research and ask if i can get lab experience under her. its uber cool.. and as for my job, think i know where i wanna work, and think i will get a scooter to get me to places. i found a teaching buddy for chem, and everything else is just perfect. finally.

now i have a goal, i have a position in my uni life. i just spoke to a guy from aiesec, this club that does exchange programs as well as provide a platform for leadership opportunities. man i am so gonna be in this club for good. he was like telling me about student exchange, or finding companies to sponsor me to work there. fantastic! california here i come!

i know what i gotta do now, and how. so faith pays off for me. my 'how' just revealed itself today. (:

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