Take That- Rule the world

i know i'm gonna have a good day, even before the day begins, because i know that i have everything i need at the moment. i have my family. i have my friends. i have my job. and i know i'll soon be prepping for my uni studies. but apart from all that, the simple feeling of just knowing. the feeling of just understanding. the feeling i feel, when i think of his smile, his sweetness. his ability to care and make me feel great. he's my wonderwall and i feel great just being able to know and understand what i feel for him and him for me.

i think about leaving every single day. and everyday seems faster then the previous day. no matter how slow i take it all in, everything just ignores me and goes by anyway. i sleep and wake up and suddenly its the end of the next day. i think about my subjects everyday, and i realised that i'm the only one whom i feel is taking this so seriously. i know i'm different and ppl will not understand why i do certain things. but at least i've got him, who makes me feel normal. i am worried about things. and time is not waiting for me.

*tuesday is gelare waffle day* and i cant wait to have waffles with him. (: it never fails to take my mind off things and bring many smiles and happiness. (: