Counting The Stars - Waking Ashland

I am excited. pumped up. invigorated. psyched up. full on. and just so so damn happy. i have realized so many important things, things that really mattered to me, goals i left on the shelf, my life i laid on the tracks, and how i allowed time to swallow me whole, believing that time will not catch up with me, dreaming of the day the stars came down and set me free. i thought all i needed was the sun to shine again, but after the storm, something even better came out of it. a rainbow, full of hope, determination and a new goal to work towards. i realized how much i missed, how much i thought i had it all, but when you lose it all, that's exactly when you realize you had other things, things that were not meant to be yours in the first place and things that were. but when you know you have something, something worth working for, something worth pinning all your hopes on, and knowing to hell that none of it will be a waste. cos i know not only can i do it, but i am going to really rock it damn well. and this time ard, this time ard, i have no distractions at all. one year. thats all it'll take. and my life will make its revolution. i have a new dream, and that is something i wont let go. cos i know that this is what i want, i know what i dont want. my theories has been proven wrong, and i now know that in order to be certain about everything, we first have to doubt everything we know. tried and tested. and now i am off again, doing what i do best. aiming, setting goals and achieving them. ive gone thru so much, come this far. and when i reach for the stars, nothing is gonna hold me back.