Heros - The Wallflowers

"We can be heroes, just for one day"

its sad to think that humans always think the grass is greener on the other side, though i am guilty of it sometimes, we all need to make that stand, remind ourselves why and what is it that we really want. what appears on the outside is never always whats on the inside. and as i go by my days, i just have to remember what mattered most to me, who loved me most, who cared for me most, and who gave me what i deserved. cos we're all humans, and if we just go into this endless chase of nothing, this endless chase of superficiality, whats true or fake? we lose our boundaries, and it all becomes a meshed up blur as we struggle to get out of it, we realized we're too deep in and we've established that comfort zone which isnt even strong at all. i happen to be one who is very observant and very well balanced, i dont like thinking of things i dont have, rather i would like to think of things i am blessed with everyday. superficiality has this thing about making people have illusions, and we see life through rose-tinted glasses. yes it may seem so appealing at first, but in the end, it was all fake. and thats what i wouldnt stand for.

being with him, no matter how difficult it is now as we're apart, but he has been the only one who was there for me through thick and thin. he doesnt leave at my first sign of emotional breakdown, he doesnt leave to have all that superficiality fun. he doesnt leave at the first sign of my drama. he accepts me entirely for what i am. and like as if nothing else mattered. he makes me feel complete, and i feel like i can be anyone i want to be. one day we will accomplish our dream of travelling and backpacking together.

dont ever think of what could have been or what should have been; "an idle mind is a devil's workshop."

remember who you are and where you came from, because only when you accept who you are, then you can accept who enters and leaves your life.