Pink Martini

the days are slowly becoming better as expected. its better then giving up hope totally cos only the strong ones persevere and has faith that the down side of life is only temporary. the situation will change, but we have the freedom of choice. we can either sit around moping about why everything's so hard. But we also have the freedom to change the situation simply by having a different mindset towards things and just believing.

I dont believe in things happening for/to me. I refuse to believe things cant happen for me. Thats what works for me. Proving someone, or something or myself wrong. To me, once i choose the easy way out, my character gets moulded to always taking the easy way out. I also refuse to accept things because i am that stubborn and that defiant. I always make it work.

But i need to remain smart as well. Sometimes when you keep doing something repeatedly over and over again, you tend to get exhausted and then start to lose hope. You just have to be able to extrapolate from the situation and see if your driving force is working. Cos sometimes all it takes is a different view and a different approach. But its always there, you just gotta 'see' it. Maybe altering your course of action is necessary but the end goal must remain visible.

The things you want are always the hardest to get. But with a strong mindset, and a great believe, anything is possible.

I love my kickboxing class. It keeps me fit and i love learning how to punch and kick someone down there. :D and i have a chem test on monday. lets see how far I've come. And for those ppl who has a inferior complexity issue with me, i dont really care. I am proud to be an Asian, and thats what I am. So if you think ur better then me just cos ur white, ok be my guest. There's no way anyone's gonna make me feel inferior. Esp with colour alone. You gotta try harder then that missy.