It's Not Over - Chris Daughtry

i thought i nearly had to let it go. cos i thought maybe i was the one being too selfish in holding him back. though i'm the one thats leaving, i did not want to feel like a burden to him, din want him to feel responsible to call me and make this r/ship work.

but i realized we both feel too much about each other to just give it up in one bad fight. it wasnt the fight, it was the overwhelming feeling of suddenly being alone, cos the fight pulled us apart. it was all a misunderstanding, probably due to the stress we've both been handling at work/school.

it was just a matter of time, that we both knew exactly how much we felt for each other. its all good now. couldnt be any better, no, actually it just got better over the cny holis, with mum out of town, the cats are out of the bag! we decided to trust and learn from our mistakes, and we had a blast taking out mum's car to all the places we've always wanted to go.

i felt so alive and so real. our r/ship has that unspoken thing now, which we both know makes us feel really good inside, and no one is gonna take that away from us. (: we took a drive down lower/upper peirce reservoir, man the area brought back bittersweet memories, but i was really surprised i never appreciated what was around my former sec sch. the reservoir was so so serene, and as we lied on the hills overlooking the reservoirs, it was perfect. we even took a jungle trail and sat on the open bench and just talked. i missed our talking sessions. we were lacking in that for a while. y'day we took e car had a nice dinner at town, then off we went to dempsey for my long-awaited beer. after we went to shisha where we had nice comfy sofas, delicious hummus and masala tea and we played checkers like two crazy kids. it was incredibly simple yet fun. and then we took off to tanjong rhu for a nice walk down the bridge, then to east coast for a craving of filet-o-fish then to changi airport T3. man we just drove and really had a couple's night out. (: its been a long long time since i had so much innocent fun with my bf. (:

T3 was magnificent, man did i feel proud to be a sporean, i also realized my departure will be from T3, as it will be handling flights to aussie. i felt so excited when i imagined the day i will be hauling my luggage through the new terminal. soon. very soon.

every thing's been perfect.
i would not have wanted anything at all to have turned out differently. (:

My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
Your the only one
It's not over.