Have A Nice Day - Stereophonics

just when I was getting comfortable, he comes along and pulls me out.

when time is so limited, and you know you only have the smallest moments to live for, everything seems so much more special and precious. a simple laughter, a simple smile. a simple picnic to enjoy in a simple island. a simple swim in clear blue waters, with a simple walk down a lane. everything so simple but yet they mean the world to me.

and he makes the most effort, takes the initiative to do things for me, to bring me places, to make me feel appreciated. when he took me to kusu island, i was thrilled. i loved the weather and the tent we pitched. or more likely he pitched while i snapped endless pics of him. as we took a dip in the water, and as we sat there enjoying the cool breeze and the food. he loved my cooking. (: i can never forget the smile on his face. its priceless.

and as we had our breakfast the next day, i decided to tell him something that was very very difficult. i risked it, because i felt that it was the time to tell him. i wanted him to know everything about me, i wanted him to know i trust him. we had a nice good long talk about our goals and our passions in life. to see him pumped up in his own desires and dreams is so refreshing. i dont feel so alone now, knowing that we both have something so rare, and for us to understand each other, that makes it all more rare.

when you can really totally show your entire self to someone else, and not be judged by it, condemned or even with a slightest sense of doubt or condescending feeling, you know how much he sees you for you. you can be the worst person in your heart, but he does not see you for that, because he sees you for your good and your bad. he wants to go through it with you, good and bad times. he sees you as a person, not as a perfect girlfriend. he does not make you feel obliged to do anything. he makes you want to do it. he makes you feel beautiful and special without words or gifts. he makes you see yourself for who you are and not wanting to change a single thing about you. he holds your hand when you tell him something difficult. he looks into your eye when you talk. he talks back. he smiles at you when you're not looking. he puts your hair back when you're sleeping just to kiss your forehead in a crowded train with all eyes on us. he laughs when you share an embarrassing moment. he wants the best for you each and every time and he only does what you are comfortable with. never the other way around. he wants to know how you feel, he wants to laugh at you when you're angry cos he thinks its cute. he does not give a care in the world, and makes you feel you're the only person in the world. he's there for you, and supports you. he listens when needed and gives suggestions only when asked. he plans outings, and makes its exciting. he makes me feel so comfortable. and he makes me feel like me. i don't need to be anyone else but myself when I'm with him. he makes me feel relaxed and alive. like i can go through anything bad but it wont matter cos I've got him. he makes me appreciate life and simple things. he makes me love. this year will be a year I'll never forget. never.