Cant wait

there. just in time for a small post, since i just finished doing the most mundane thing on Earth ie filling little pipette tips into boxes. Man, even a robot will get bored doing the job. Heh, but thats not what i'm gg to talk about..

ima excited! everything's been settled, and i'm leaving for my little escapade next thurs. Ohh lala, the place looks a-fabulous. I just cant wait to get my little butt there and have a great weekend sitting by the beach, sleeping in a traditional beach kampung hut on stilts that overlooks the nice clear blue waters. and i cant wait for great local indo food. i know its gonna be fun, esp with the company.. clear blue waters, snorkelling, fishing, relaxing, sun-tanning.. finally i get my well deserved mini holiday.. (((:

as for my other thing that i've been so caught up in, its finally settled. The semester's fees has been paid for, accommodation has been arranged and I've booked my air tickets. now i just left the shopping bit before i leave. suddenly everything feels so free and yet busy at the same time. For one thing, i know that work is second degree now. But no reason to slack off cos i owe my boss a huge deal for being so patient with me in the beginning.. and i'm strapped for cash, gotta have enough once i'm there so quitting is a no-no. Jim has been ever so helpful with all the minor details i wanted to find out.. Thanks jimmy. As happy as i am, i suddenly feel so strapped for time. I wanna take so many ppl out, esp my dear colleague. and i wanna spend time with my loved ones.. I'm stepping into a new dimension now.. And i need to grab hold of my time before time grabs hold of me..

I feel so honoured and privileged that mum and bruce wants to support me in this. I know i will definitely not screw things up, but suddenly i feel like a small girl going out into the big bad world. I complain so much abt singapore. But i know i definitely take the safety and security of sg for granted. I'm finally going to the uni. and i'm going to meet all kinds of ppl with different backgrounds and different cultures. I know i'll love it there, but i just cant help but be skeptical cos i dunnoe what to expect. All the booze and drugs. i definitely dont want to get involved in. And i'll break my mum's heart if i do.

Sweets been telling me to just go all out for it. Cos its something i always wanted. And yes its definitely not an opportunity to let go. I just cant wait, cos once i finish my degree, i'll know what i want to do. I just gotta stay street smart, hang with the right crowd, and study like i've never studied before. Call me a nerd, i dun care. I just care about my future. And when i accomplished all these necessary things needed for survival, i can concentrate on my happiness...

As for now, i couldnt be more grateful to bruce and mum. I cant wait to go over, and i cant wait to enter uni life. (((: