When we know that love is the answer

Faith. Hope and Love. Love being the most important of it all.

we all live our lives, thinking we need all we do, for survival, or for our kids, or for our partners. we make the money, do the chores, do what we were told to do, just so we can get the straight As, that executive job, climb up that career ladder. and we ask ourselves why? its nothing wrong to wan to have money, nothing wrong with wanting to pay the bills, bring our kids to the uni, support the mortgage from the house. these are necessities. which doesnt exactly have the same meaning as purpose. at the end of the day, we must ask ourselves who and why do we do it for?

we all have our plans, to live our lives, to go through the hurt and torment, the sadness and the apprehension, the self-doubt, the envy, the comparison with others. we all wanna be better then we are. we all think tat the grass is always greener on the other side. but again, at the end of the day, why? why do we live our lives the way we do, who do we live it for? eternity is forever. and if we live our lives for people, for our kids, our family, our partners, they will eventually die. but how about loving something so powerful, so great, something that u know will last an eternity. thats how we should live our lives. for the one who gave up His life for us.

feelings i have now, are very perplexed. i've been put to the test, to the challenge once again. i've had the thinking and the thoughts, the manifestations, the consequences, the responsibilities i must uphold. and yet when i think back of the night my heart felt so right. i smile. cos i know that apart from trying to figure out life, i'm on earth as well to have the simple smiles and the simple happiness i get from being with someone who shares that same feeling. the way our hands felt in the wind, the way we know that this feeling should last forever. i just smile to myself, when i think of it. to me, this is my heaven on earth. longing to dial that number, and to say those words i've wanted to say. guess i just need reassurance, some kind of understanding. oh wells, dinner with mum and bruce always helps. and sleeping that off, does help too. but only to a certain extent. gotta do what i gotta do. and the sooner, the better.