Happy 50th Post

I have reached my 50th post. My blog is nearly half a century worth of posts, and yes it may still seem far away, but my posts have been growing, time has been passing, and my mind has never stop imagining.

Time will never wait for anyone. Time will continue ticking by, no matter how tough the situation is, time waits for noone. Tough times dont last, but tough people do.

I have waited for this day, for this day where i know i have something inside of me so solid, so unshakable, that nothing can make it even sway one bit. It has anchored my beliefs and feelings, and right now, all i feel is a deep sense of appreciation and love for myself and everything else around me. i have come this far, i've done this much. and all i can say is i have lasted.

sometimes, certain actions with certain people needs no description. it needs no recollection of details, neither does it need any gathering of thoughts. these certain actions just plays naturally, and the candid shot you have in your mind is all you need. The perfect feeling i felt was indescribable. It was so overwhelming, yet i felt extremely calm about it. i knew this feeling, it was the knowing feeling i have when i know something is so right, and it doesnt need further questioning. A great night spent indeed, with 30-ish planes that flew directly over my head. with the wind that blew and carried a speical feeling with it. I am just thrilled and absolutely happy. sometimes, the best feelings are left unspoken, cos it contains that much specialty and magicality to it, speaking it out might just spoil that. so for now, i just wanna leave it as it is, for a perfect night should only be shared by the people present there. the rest of the world would not understand. and my unspoken silence, will triump everything else. nothing else matters for now. (: