When one door closes, another opens

today was just perfect. or near perfect. cos i dun believe the word perfect exists. i'm just glad that i had such a good time today. laughed so much as usual. but the best part was being myself and enjoying the most basic things.

my morning started off with him giving me a surprise gift. it was a genuine leather bag i was eyeing from esprit for quite some time. loved the design and style of it. but price was too damn ex. he surpised me by getting it for me, though i feel extremely bad. i made him promise me it was my early bday gift. love it so much. gonna guard it with my life. thank you (:

went to work, was nearly bored to death, nothing new. happen to browse the 'forbidden' site. funnily, after all this while of feeling like crap each time i see it, today i actually laughed to myself thinking what a loser he is. haha. i mean not in a bad way, but everything's so superficial and fake wonder why he cant see it. oh wells, not my business. all i know is i have been having the best time this week. been laughing so much and feeling so comforted and alive. he did creep into my mind here and there, but it din really affect me. cos i was with the other him. and i feel happy when i'm with him. we caught shrek together and laughed at all the lame and corny parts. oh ya! yest i watched men in white gala premiere, thanks to his frens who got me a tic, and my oh my, the cast came down to say hi and OMG shaun chen is absolutelyfking HOT. he's so mama mia. oh wells lucky michelle chia. he's lucky to have her too. but wow he looks way better in real life then tv, was practically drooling.. men in white is freaking lame show but in a really funny way. guess it was the company. watching with him is fun cos he also laughs at every small thing. haha.. after the movie, we went to sit sit by the fountain at suntec. and just sitting there in his company was so relaxing. we both din wanna leave the chair. took a few snapshots for memory sake.. and i deleted all the unneccesary photos that were taking up space in my phone. overall had a fantasic day. yummy also had kenny rogers for dinner. so full now. *burps*

today felt nice. an unexplainable kind of nice. maybe a very long time since i felt appreciated and comforted and accepted for who i am. was so comfortable being myself. din restrict or restrain myself today. which is a good sign. i'm slowly but surely moving along. and the emotional comfort he gives me is more then i can ask for. was very relaxing today. esp snapping photos time. had fun just goofing ard. as what we always do. niwaes i think my life is so sweet now. too bad it might all be gone soon...

my qoute for today is 'when one door closes, another opens'. by meeting you that day and contacting u and going out. starting to accept the fact that i can be happy. i love my life. thats all that matters.

missing my babes. gonna call them real soon!